What I want to look like

But what bugs me a bit is that sometime I feel like they say do Crossfit and you can look like this. When in reality you have to train like a beast for YEARS and hone your diet to a T to get these kind of results. Oh I know that I can make a change in my body but to really look they way I want to look, ie like an athlete, I would have to train like an athlete and I simply don't have time to do that. I am a mother and a wife and I work. My life and my time are not all my own. An hour a day or less is about as much as I can commit too, which is really OK. I can eat clean and exercise at as high an intensity as I can and I will see results, but probably not those kind of results.

Speaking of which I did a 20 X20 workout yesterday. It nearly killed me and it was actually a 19X20 as I forgot one of the exercises. But hopefully I will do better next time it comes around. I feel so pathetic just starting out, but I know in about a year I'll be killing these workouts. And maybe by then I'll just graduate myself up to real Crossfit.