Not a real post

This is not a real post. It's more a promise of a real post. I will post possibly tomorrow when I have time to sit down and do it. It might rain so I won't feel like I need to be outside while our fast passing summer lasts. I am really ready to have some major changes happening to my body, but that won't happen for a while yet, especially not when I keep eating the way I have been. Though I did manage not to eat sugar all last week. 

I will, as I say update later. 

And Time Goes Marching On

Eating: I hate the fact that the last week or so, I have been terrible with the eating. Rather I have been GREAT at eating crap and eating A LOT. I am still hungry all the time and don't have the energy or care to go find something that is actually good for me. So, I am feeling fatter then ever and not making ANY progress. I do know that I won't lose weight for a while yet, but I feel SOOO fat and ugly at the moment. I hate it. I HATE feeling like this. It's enough to make me not have any more kids. The process from pregnant to normal is so LONG. Blah!

Exercise: Well, I have been continuing to only get four times a week, but that's better then none. I KILLED myself today with this workout... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnlWN4p9WiA. I think I should incorporate more of her workouts as HOLY CRAP! they are amazingly hard for me. I love it. I think I'll try to do more of them in the future. Running is fine and I have been able to get faster on the treadmill and outside, but running really won't make me look like I want to look. BUT, I still enjoy it.

Measurements: Neck:12.5 Chest:37.5  Midsection:35.25 Waist: 31  Hips:41  Thighs:21.5  Biceps: 11.5 Forearms:10 Calves:14 Wrist:6 Ankle:9
I haven't checked this this week. My clothes seem to be getting a little less tight, but that could just be my imagination. Ya, they are basically the same this week too. I don't want to think about it. Blah.

Weight: 155 yesterday. YUCK! So ya, not the greatest testament to will power here.

Life: Dan is going away for a week tomorrow and that really sucks and makes me want to stress. I tend to eat more when I'm stressed and I eat more when I'm happy and I eat more when I'm bored and I eat more all the time. Why do I like food so much. It's GOT to stop. This week while he is gone I am attempting to break my addiction to sugar. I have had a free hand with the sugar for far to long. If I cut one thing at a time, I think I can do it and with Dan gone, I won't have any reason to eat all the junk (Popsicles all the time.) It will be good for me. I need to regrow my will power. It's gotten flabby with little use. :)
My sister is also getting married in about a month and I am the maid of honor, so I have been planning like mad for her shower. She's having TWELVE attendants and so it's been a lot of talking. I've been so busy with that that I haven't had time to really do much else, thus I haven't blogged in a long time.
But I will make more of an effort as having to come here and admit defeat makes me want to try a bit harder.

And here is my sweetie. 

2 Months and a bit PP

Wow, I have no time! Seriously! No time! AAAHHH! Oh well. I am making some progress and exercising well. Though it's still hard to get more then four days a week at this point. I can't WAIT until Emma takes two naps a day. Life will be much more predictable at that point.

Eating: This week has not been great with the calorie tracking. Like I said before, I don't have time. When I finally get to not be holding a baby or taking care of my two year old, I either want to sleep, sit and stare or go exercise. So, no the eating is not on track. Oh well. I will get there eventually. When I have the time I still chart, but at this point I am more just trying to not eat ALL. THE. TIME! I hate nursing for so many reasons.

Exercise:  Like I said before, I have been keeping up on the exercise. I ran three miles in 24:28 yesterday, which was really encouraging and outside too, which is even better. I am definitely getting faster quicker this time round. I did weights tonight and was able to squat 105, which isn't that note worthy, but I am building back up. I am going to do more interval/HIIT tomorrow and then maybe try a long run. Earlier this week I managed to run 4 miles, which marks the farthest I've gone in so many months I can't even remember....

Measurements: Neck:12.5 Chest:37.5  Midsection:35.25 Waist: 31  Hips:41  Thighs:21.5  Biceps: 11.5 Forearms:10 Calves:14 Wrist:6 Ankle:9
I haven't checked this this week. My clothes seem to be getting a little less tight, but that could just be my imagination.

Weight: 152, but that changes depending on how much I drink, when I nursed last etc etc etc etc.

Life: Well, my husband has to work out of town for the next several months, though not every week and so that is not fun at all... He was gone Monday through Wednesday this week and he goes again in another week. BLAH! Taking care of two very small children alone is no fun. But it's time to put on my big girl pants and suck it up. I can do it with two if my mom did it with FIVE. My sister is also getting married in a bit over a month and I am the Maid of Honor, so I have a lot of work to do in that department.

Picture: No. I don't want to take a picture this week. I will add more pics when I have two seconds to call my own.