And Time Goes Marching On

Eating: I hate the fact that the last week or so, I have been terrible with the eating. Rather I have been GREAT at eating crap and eating A LOT. I am still hungry all the time and don't have the energy or care to go find something that is actually good for me. So, I am feeling fatter then ever and not making ANY progress. I do know that I won't lose weight for a while yet, but I feel SOOO fat and ugly at the moment. I hate it. I HATE feeling like this. It's enough to make me not have any more kids. The process from pregnant to normal is so LONG. Blah!

Exercise: Well, I have been continuing to only get four times a week, but that's better then none. I KILLED myself today with this workout... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnlWN4p9WiA. I think I should incorporate more of her workouts as HOLY CRAP! they are amazingly hard for me. I love it. I think I'll try to do more of them in the future. Running is fine and I have been able to get faster on the treadmill and outside, but running really won't make me look like I want to look. BUT, I still enjoy it.

Measurements: Neck:12.5 Chest:37.5  Midsection:35.25 Waist: 31  Hips:41  Thighs:21.5  Biceps: 11.5 Forearms:10 Calves:14 Wrist:6 Ankle:9
I haven't checked this this week. My clothes seem to be getting a little less tight, but that could just be my imagination. Ya, they are basically the same this week too. I don't want to think about it. Blah.

Weight: 155 yesterday. YUCK! So ya, not the greatest testament to will power here.

Life: Dan is going away for a week tomorrow and that really sucks and makes me want to stress. I tend to eat more when I'm stressed and I eat more when I'm happy and I eat more when I'm bored and I eat more all the time. Why do I like food so much. It's GOT to stop. This week while he is gone I am attempting to break my addiction to sugar. I have had a free hand with the sugar for far to long. If I cut one thing at a time, I think I can do it and with Dan gone, I won't have any reason to eat all the junk (Popsicles all the time.) It will be good for me. I need to regrow my will power. It's gotten flabby with little use. :)
My sister is also getting married in about a month and I am the maid of honor, so I have been planning like mad for her shower. She's having TWELVE attendants and so it's been a lot of talking. I've been so busy with that that I haven't had time to really do much else, thus I haven't blogged in a long time.
But I will make more of an effort as having to come here and admit defeat makes me want to try a bit harder.

And here is my sweetie.