OK, so not really, but I did run 3 miles in 23:50 outside, so really for real and I was tired too. It's progress though I still look like I had a baby four months ago. But that's really fine too. I keep reminding myself that it's fine to look like this for a while. When I stop breast feeding it will be another story. I won't get frustrated that I still don't fit into 75% of my clothes and won't for a while longer. I continue to hope and believe and work toward getting back into shape.
It's for me. It's what I do for me and to keep sane when taking care of my family. I love it. It's like therapy for me. I listen to good music and I am alone.. (usually, though recently I have been bringing Jackson into the exercise room with me when I'm home with him.)
But it's just me against me and I like that.
I will post a full blown month update so I can see that I really truly haven't made any progress in a month. :)
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