Week 39

Wow. So sick of this pregnancy gig. I have never been so antsy, irritated, bitchy in my life. I am SO uncomfortable all the time and SOOOOO discouraged about the lack of spring this year, that everything seems to SUCK! I have been trying to remember to play with Jackson and really enjoy him right now and that actually is going well other then the fact that I can barely move around to play with him. But we manage. He is such a fun little boy! :) 

What I love: Uhm. Nothing. OK. My son and my husband. There I said something positive. 

What I hate: Everything and everyone and STOP asking me how I'm doing! I am horribly uncomfortable and pregnant! I hate that I might be pregnant well into May and I actually might be snow still heaped on the ground. I WANT SUMMER AND MY BABY!

What I miss: Everything. Being in a good mood. Being able to bend over and stand up with out pain. 

What I’m looking forward to the most: Being normal and having this little one out! 

Worries: I am very worried about going to Dale Hardy for possible care transfer. I would like to do ANYTHING to avoid that! I am worried to death that I'll end up in the hospital two weeks over...  BLAH!!!!!

Developments: I had hours of menstrual like cramps last night. But they didn't do anything or go anywhere and today everything stopped again.  

Mood: BAD! Tired. Cranky. Bitchy. Unreasonable. DEPRESSED! 

Sleep: Not great. 

Movement:A lot less movement. It's probably running out of space. 

Bra Size:C. Yuck.

The belly (and the button!): HUGE!

Wedding rings on or off: Off. Maybe I should have put in my most looking forward, wearing my wedding ring again. I LOVE it!

Weight gain: 172-173. Around 35 lbs weight gain. It was still 173 last night at 2 AM when I was up not able to sleep. 

Measurements:  Large. I'm too depressed to actually check how big and flabby I am. 

Exercise: HA! I'm lucky to be able to walk around. I have gone for a couple of walks and I lifted very light weights yesterday, but I hurt from it... STUPID!

Eating: Fine. Less then I was eating. Not caring still. 

Weekly Pics:

The baby is the size of a water melon... It definitely feels like that!

And 39 week belly pic.